02/19

Chapter 1

The branch does not need to understand the tree

2 min · Adam G.

A branch does not carry a complete explanation of the tree. It does not inventory the roots before receiving water. It does not understand the whole movement of nourishment through the trunk before opening its leaves.

Its life depends on a relationship more fundamental than its account of that relationship.

This is the starting image of the Godward Way. We are capable of receiving life without comprehending its ultimate source. We can live in dependence without turning the source of dependence into an object small enough to hold in thought.

The image needs care. In an actual tree, branch and trunk share a biological nature; the branch belongs to the organism. Their forms and functions differ, but they are not two unrelated substances. In this book the image concerns dependence and connection. It does not make the human person a fragment of God’s substance. The Creator and the creature remain different in nature. Connection does not require sameness.

A human being can therefore turn toward God without first becoming divine, explaining divinity, or producing a convincing internal portrait of the One addressed.

Our trouble begins when we demand that relationship submit to representation. We want an image to look at, an emotion to identify, a sentence to repeat with confidence. Then, when the image fades or the emotion changes, we conclude that the relationship itself has disappeared.

Imagine a branch deciding that the absence of a pleasant breeze means the tree has abandoned it. The branch has mistaken a passing condition for the foundation of its life.

We make a similar mistake when peace becomes the proof of prayer. Peace is welcome. So are tears, gratitude, warmth, and clarity. Yet none can carry the full meaning of the relationship. They arrive within us. They change within us. God is not exhausted by what happens within us.

Faith begins to mature when the heart can say: I do not possess You in experience, yet I entrust myself toward You.

This is not a claim to have inspected a hidden spiritual cable. Faith has no need to pretend that it is sight. It accepts the posture of dependence and continues in it.

The branch image also changes effort. A frightened branch might imagine that it has to manufacture the tree’s nourishment. A frightened worshipper may imagine that prayer consists in manufacturing enough feeling to keep God near. The practice offered here releases that burden. We attend, offer, and receive without appointing ourselves the source.

Receptivity does not mean inertia. The branch grows. Leaves open. Weather must be endured. In human life, attention, discernment, decisions, and work continue. What changes is the claim of ownership over life’s deepest support.

Sit with this image briefly, then let it go. The tree is a teaching instrument. Do not replace an imagined God with an imagined cosmic tree. Let the picture awaken dependence and then become quiet.

Practice: rest your hands naturally. Notice the impulse to prove that you are connected. Offer that impulse toward the Creator. Allow yourself to remain addressed toward Him without producing proof. If words help, use one sentence once: My life is received. Then continue without needing to repeat it.